mess...age

"it's hard to free the ones you love when you can't forgive yourself"

lean

...

Dying is easy, I believe my love and my love relieves me
You said it was everything...

Everybody takes forever to fall asleep,
Everybody's got a life they don't want to keep
Everybody needs a prayer, and needs a friend
Everybody knows the world's about to end

...

~~~~

I prayed for you

happy? ness?

happiness is not a thing...it's a person...and we keep forgetting that...

change

"...

We'll dream about somewhere
Our smoke will fill the air
As I lay awake and wait
For you to walk out that door
I can change I can change I can change
But who do you want me to be
I'm the same I'm the same I'm the same
What do you want me to be?

Stranger things have happened,
I know..."

He(ll)aven

"The mind is its own place and in itself, can make a Heaven of Hell, a Hell of Heaven."

(John Milton)

Comatose heart recipe

Ingredients:

Two hearts, glue (bounding love - the once in a lifetime one), a knife, rust (some nasty shit you did), a large doze of ineptitude and 40-50 minutes (years)

Preparation method

1. The two hearts must be bounded together as one, with glue - 1.5 - 2 min

2. While the hearts bound you use the doze of ineptitude and rust the knife

3. Look at the hearts and realize that if you would just waited for the hearts to bound they would have been everything... no need for the knife... that now is rusty too and you don't know what to do with it.

3. Put the knife away and try to enjoy what you have, for one minute...but, you look at the hearts and realize they could have been bounded better if you wouldn't have wasted time with the knife.

5. Take the knife, even more rusty now, and separate the two hearts wishing to bound them back, better and stronger...

...but the you haven't realized that the glue is not restitching...


And it's done...now you have a comatose heart to carry on for the rest 35-45 minutes that you have left...

(and you can do everything you know to shorten them....don't sleep, don't eat, but work the whole time...or you might think to throw them away.... )

watches

I've always liked watches, since I was a kid. They have  something special about the way they work.....when they work...