viceverses...

Looking for signs in the night sky,
Wishing that I wasn’t such a nice guy
Wonder what it means to live forever?
Wonder what it means to die?

I know that there's a meaning to it all
A little resurrection every time I fall
You got your babies, I got my hearses
Every blessing comes with a set of curses
I got my vices, I got my vice verses
I got my vice verses…

I got my vices, I got my vice verses...

sleepless

life...

is there life before death...?

every once in a while...

every once in a while...you see something extraordinary...
and it's not extraordinary in itself, it is extraordinary because you see (hear, smell, taste, feel, realize) it...
sometimes it's extraordinary because it happens to you for the first time, sometimes because it ends, and some other times because it never ends...

every once in a while i realize I am human

missplaced...

"...I am a grim person, but no more grim that anyone who had to deal with my sort of affairs. My misfortune was one of lost and pain, of rivers drying after the flood. There was no more food for the soul and no more tears for things that matter. The world was left with fingernails, lizard smiles, and dry wine, nothing else. You'll hear heartbreak linger in my words. But, maybe, not just yet..."

desert...

they use to say: ”I miss you like the desert miss the rain”
bullshit...the desert does not miss the rain, it has always lived without the rain; that's what the desert is good at..living without water...

even more...the desert doesn't even know what to do with the rain...especially when it was used with that lack of water...or even thought a glass of water is actually the rain...then the rain itself it's a disaster...it destroys all the arrangements, the environment,the dust that was drained of water becomes mud, the sand dunes move around....it's actually a mess...

now you cannot be the desert itself...you can be only a creature that lives in the desert..or just end up in the desert...and is waiting for a rain to get out of there...
weather you're an amphibian absorbing every drop of water out of dust or a reptile that enjoys the lack of water, the rain it's a disaster when it hits...

how can a water creature end up in a desert? was its sea just a glass of water or a pool in the desert that drained up? and how can it survive in the desert a long time? is it the rain, the few drops of water that it feels? is this why it feels like trouble? or if it is, will it's flow take it to the sea or just to another pool that will drain later on?

i used to think i'm a fish...